Forgiveness is hard to find... I'm still looking for it. I wish my heart was not broken or I would be myself. where am I? I do not know but that does not make up for the pain that I feel. He broke my heart into many pieces, now I must put it back together. Time is a healer and I need it to recover from this heartache. I have been walking for so long, it helps to clear my mind. Life can break you. Nobody can protect me from that, and living alone won't either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. I have to love. I have to feel. It is the reason i am here on earth. I wish that he made it easier to leave him with his deep dark features that are so mysterious I get lost in his eyes. I wish i could return but eveyrday it gets harder and harder. I am going to keep walking and thinking, its what I need if I want to return as myself.
Jane x
this is really emotional :(
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